So A couple of days ago, i figured out how important i really was in my family, but that doesnt stop them from being rude and disrespectful to me. I wanted to runaway and never come home again. I was told a lot of things that i never want to hear again... so what was the point in telling me you loved me if u were going too treat me like that ... Nobody knows whats coming next so why am i standing there waiting for someone to rescue me. I hate my life and even though i throw on a fake smile and tell all my friends everythings ok, its not and nobody will really understand what i feel likee. There are only three people i can trust and none of them are in my family. Hailey, Breana H., and keishaa. thank you for being there for me even though u didnt no what to say or what to do . idk if i would be here if it werent from you guys. I guess your suppose to blog about your feelings but i blog about my life. any suggestions just comment below where the box thingy is.... P.S. Maistro is really no help if he keep doing that...